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xoxo,
21:23
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At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
being a kid as compared to an adult is so xin fu.
being a student as compared to an adult is so xin fu.
afterall. it's good not to grow old and become an adult hur.but no one can.how sad.haha
decided that i shall go borrow more chinese novels for this vacation. at least, they arent draggy long stories which bored me after a few chapters.
nice day spent at home.finally, room's aircon was fixed and i dun have to be interrupted by the dripping sound while it leaks.
and seriously, if i've a chance, can i just go kindly inform my neighbour(the one living at 11th floor, directly above my house) that they are actually living in a HDB flat and not any private property houses. please be slightly more considerate and stop being so irritating and create those noise pollution every single day.
i bet one day, if i'm really at my worst mood, and just nice, they are being so damn irritating AGAIN, i may just walk up, bang on their door and tell them straight at their faces. imagine , tolerating all these shit from them for a couple of years.nonsense.
what's more, they really have attitude-problem-ed children la.esp the daughter. arghh.forget about it. i'm just complaining here and it's pointless cos they wun ever see these right? how i wish they will la.tsk
xoxo,
22:51
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I'm closing my eyes but I'm starting to see
mahjong day. coincidentally, wore same orange choir tee with evelim. veryvery qiao.and guess what, that reminds me of choir.okay.but it had been dunno how many centuries that i've got back there. ohwell, afterall, i'm not really very involved in choir in the past. alright,to be more accurate, not very involved in anything in school before.heh.
called by gloria jeans cafe and Muji. but turned down the cafe's job offer. it 's like either no job or all comes together isit? ohwell.at least we all get to work together for the Muji one.
doubt we'll be going IJ for their open house anymore. cos neoahma said it's kinda pointless and evelim cant get back her money too.so think just stay and slack at home ba.since work starts next wednesday.
hints dropped. understood or not.it's a problem.
hah.i'm just being retarded, putting no-link photos here and there in this entry la.haha.but i think the children seems cute leh.okay they are cute, esp the first little girl, smiling so sweetly while she turned back :)
xoxo,
23:55
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maybe afterall, decision made already
okay.in the end, still managed to go kbox and get my flats.haha.evelim got a similar red one while i got the black one.the red one doesnt really suit me.alright, maybe next time, we might just go to partyworld instead of kbox. think they have better sound system, wad's more, definitely better mic. at least we wun have to change both the mics while they create all those unnecessary sound while singing.haha
had fun time trying to hit all those high notes.haha.yesyes, again, singing does burns fat.haha
tot that tmr will be a free one, but think we'll have mahjong games again at my house ba.hah.which means, my weekends will be all packed and occupied, yeah, and the person from gloria jeans better call back us soon.thou weiying might help us to ask about vacancies in her outlet.
money out and no money in. living life to the fullest while we are all jobless hur.hah.sounds so irony.
anyway. scared the hell out of me just now, totally forgot about the fact that i'm wearing mummy's newly bought watch to shower.haha. and after the shower, it's like blurred, cant see anything la.but still, as a good and honest daughter, i showed her and explained la..haha.and surprisingly, she didnt scold or blame neh.haha.so nice :)
by the way, if what i'm guessing is true, then i think it's kinda overboard le ba. i seriously wun know how one can act like that and if not, how another party can actually tahan from one for so long. uh huh, you will never understand any other person 100 percent no matter how close you are to them.i know that.
andandand i've spent like more than an hour reading some horoscope thingy from the web. kinda reliable source leh, credit to evelim, she recommends to us de.haha.sparky blue. if you are really free, worth spending time to read up about urself or the people around you.hah
xoxo,
23:38
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Show me a reason, give me a sign
ohwell. still jobless.but guess maybe we have only ourselves to blame AT TIMES ba.cos there's no job that can be so perfectly good de right. ohwell. but not as if, we have any real high expectations la.just that all the interviews turns out shitty.blah
so since we are still waiting for the calls from the people, might as well plan and get myself occupied for the entire week.hah. yay yay, kbox with the clique tmr and finally, i'm gonna go amk hub to get that pair of flats.haha.this is like the dunno how many times that i've repeated it le la.sian
queued for donuts after the interview.donuts for breakfast and lunch tmr.and guess what, it's all related to chocolate.that's lots of flour and fats.hah.box of six and i think i'll need to eat them all cos apparently, after i brought it home, mummy and bro said they dun wanna eat cos it's abit too sweet.damn it la. BUT ,dad said it, and claimed to be supportive, so he ate one when he usually dun fancy sweet stuffs. so nice of him right?! haha
hmmm.might consider changing to livejournal cos i'm thinking it's sometimes, kinda useless to blog all these random stuffs up here la.and not things that u might be thinking.hah.but STILL. dun really understand or know how to use livejournal, so see how first ba, maybe after evelim figures it out and then helps me with it.haha.
oh.and ya. coincidentally, all the kids who i've seen today, all seems so cute la.haha.at least their smiles are really very nice, without teeth but ...hmmm.just very adorable la :)
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alright.plan changed for tmr. ohwell.sianxyz. but nevermind. there's always chances for it in the future.hah,okay.bedtime.blood circulation is stopping down cos i've sat here using lappy since 3 hours ago. alright.till then
xoxo,
21:40
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It's a weird world no matter how you roll it
contradicting enough, as i'm just saying about having some weak heart thingy in the previous post. and i think if i'm one with real weak heart yesterday, think i would have like die of some heart failure thingy le ba.
the afternoon one was kinda scary la. some random indian guy just came over, trying to scam me with some modelling stuffs. and he really sounds like a pervert la. which idiot will come up to you and ask about how open-minded you are / ask if you have friends with any sexy figure / how many bikini do i have.
wthell man. what's more, he came closer and closer la. luckily the train came in time la.then i just said i needa go. ya right, i'm no idiot la. totally just dressed like someone with utter no fashion sense, claiming that he lives in orchard and flies around the world, looking for potential girls. the most ridiculous thing is that his model get paid like minimal 10k per month. ya right.like money is so easy to earn hur.
anyway.then went zy's house. not many reached yet la.so just helped to prepare this and that. bbq starts, slacked around here and there. basically, i also dunno what i did there la.then came the shocking part.hah.post-trauma-effect. now i understand what that is.
xoxo,
15:10
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A lie for the sake of my pride
aching legs!!!
spent the whole day in town , but at least it felt kinda completed cos we spent all our time looking for presents.haha. it's when you get to go in any shops and look for anything suitable and just buy it.haha. what's more, it's things which we normally wun shop for.
and yes.he's such a lucky one. at least if i am the one who receives those presents, and if i'm a guy. i think most probably i will be really satisfied with it ba.haha. and we actually walked all the way from orchard to plaza sing just for the shoes la, when our legs were like breaking soon.
okay. so let's assume tmr will be a fun one.
and by the time i wake up tmr, mummy and dad should already be in malaysia le ba. ohwell. and when i come back from zy's house tmr night, i'll be all alone at home, cos bro wil be staying overnight at aunt's house. dunno why. but it just dun feel nice to go back to a empty home with no one inside esp at night la.sian
aha.shall go wait for my show :)
xoxo,
22:22
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To want something better is no disgrace
spent a good day at home.forget about all that gym or badminton thingy cos it had been drizzling for the whole day. and i just feel so lazy and slacked cos of the weather la.haha.
andandand, love the fast speed com la.had like loads of new songs in my mp3 now, got a little bit sick of the old ones in it.so it's time to update ! and it's uber fast la, makes one feel so satisfied .hah.or maybe i'm the only one?!
lots of new songs worth recommending de neh. and tried to find new shows to watch but to no valid leh. maybe a week or so, then there will be more of them being uploaded ba. nicegreat things are worth waiting for :)
watched shutter and 300 with dad at home. shutter was average and guess what, i fall asleep while watchng 300.haha.super boring.i'm not interested in that kind of greece war thingy.even dad who always enjoy such stuffs, said that it's boring.ahaha. but shutter wasnt that scary like what i've heard leh.
maybe over the years ,i've become not so 'timid' in watching all these horror movies le ba. but still, as u know, you still can scare me easily with anything la.that's one thing which puzzles me too.haha. what's with the weak heart man.haha.
the weather better be good tmr.cos we are heading to town.ohwell. for present and i want that flats. that's the problem when u have like big huge giant feet. you have no size for shoes. and tmr, that branch better have my size! haha. but till now, i still think, if tall people have small feet, i think they will sure trip and fall easily de la.inbalance u know.lol
xoxo,
23:08
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I don't wanna spend too much time in thought
evelim wrote that on a tape and stick it on my leg. okay, but i admit i am.
busy for work yet free for camwhore.
that's only 17 of them on my lap.haha
zoe and serlin.busy with work?haha. if u take a closer look, they are actually busy with eve's phone.haha
okay.tmr shall be the last day of work.thou it's kinda tiring to travel all the way to lavender every morning, in contact with all the dust and dirt of the cardboards .basically, it's quite alright la. easy money with great accompanies at work :)
oh! and had a 'veryveryvery special' experience of standing or squating(for eve's case) byt he roadside/drains trying to eat dried longans in the longan drink.haha. super unglam la.but couldnt care less la. cos very sweet very nice ma.haha
last night, dad told me that the com is spolit and guess what. tonight, a new com is on the table.that's really efficient of my dad and brother hur.lol. and ya, maybe at times, i do think that my family is really 'good' in spending money la.lol.
anyway.i will still be all faithful and loyal to my lappy and not really go touch the new com la. cos i still think it's kinda useless to have such a big and wide monitor screen . and for some reason, i think it's kinda intimidating leh. i still prefer the normal monitor size.haha.
okay.my 'nice' brother just informed me that there's some nicenice games in that com.SO.maybe afterall, i wil stil go touch touch play play once in a while ba.haha.and of course, that com has like twice the dunno what speed of lappy la. faster downloading process lor.which is a great advantage :)
haha.narcissism.okay la.also once in awhile you will see in up here what.haha. what's more, it's with sososo many men's shirts right.haha
xoxo,
21:24
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My endless thoughts in the silence of the night
somehow realised that normally, when you didnt see someone for a month or so. you will feel that someone would have changed. either a little or alot, physically or mentally or emotionally.
hmmm.maybe that's why people say that everyone change at every seconds of life ba.
work is nice.at least i dun feel so rotten and useless.haha.and it's actually quite interesting to observe the people around you when you are in the morning train. of course, minus the squeezing and pushing.till now, i still prefer train ride to busride.so much more.
com is down.SO.most probably,it will be replaced by a new one.haha. and i've just decided that i shall watch three more ou xiang ju recently so that it wil make up all total of 50 ou xiang ju which i've watched before :)
xoxo,
21:05
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These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
i'm just sososo free to count and find out what are the shows which i've watched.okay.i mean only those taiwanese shows(ou xiang ju) because, if not, there will be much much more la.haha.alright.so it'll be according to the year of production then :)
2001meteor garden-liu xing hua yuanpoor prince taro- ping qiong gui gong zilavender-xun yi caothe toastman's kiss- tu si nan zi wenp.s. liu xing hua yuan= classic of ou xiang ju. the very first one to start the craze2002meteor garden 2- liu xing hua yuan 2peach girl- mi tao nu haimarmalade boy- ju zi jiang nan haimy MVP valentine- MVP qing renp.s. it's always the F4, and then there comes 5566 with angela.2003love storm-ai qing long juan fenghi! working girl- hi! shang ban nu langat dolphin bay- hai tun wan lian renthe pawnshop no.8- di ba hao dang puoriginal scent of summer- yuan wei de xia tianmy secret garden- wo de mi mi hua yuanthe rose- qiang wei zhi lianwestside story-xi jie shao nianp.s. the rose is really worth watching. go cruchyroll / youtube / veoh it if you didnt watch it before.2004mars- zhan shenthe outsiders- dou yulove contract- ai qing he yuemagic ring- ai qing mo jietop on the forbidden city- zi jin zhi dianin love with a rich girl- ai shang qian jin mei meisnow angel- xue tian shi100% senorita- qian jin bai fen baip.s. MARS is a must-watch !p.s.s. watched a good total of 6 times.2005devil beside you-er mo zai shen bianexpress boy- er nan zhai ji dianit started with a kiss- er zuo ju zhi wenKO one- zhong ji yi banmr. fighting- ge dou tian wangprince turns to frog- wang zi bian qing wale robe de mariage des geux- tian guo de jia yip.s. better scripts, better actors and actresses. love devil beside you and it started with a kiss.2006silence- shen qing mi mathe magicians of love- ai qing mo fa shiengagement for love- ai qing jing ji yuemarry me!- wo men jie hun batokyo juliet- dong fang zhu li yehana kimi- hua yang shao nian shao nusmiling pasta- wei xiao pastabump off lover- ai sha 17p.s. will recommend silence and bump off lover. special ou xiang ju with unexpected endings.2007summer X summer- re qing zhong xiamy lucky star- fang yang de xing xingcorner with love- zhuan jiao yu dao aiwhy why love- huan huan aip.s. so far, favourite choice of 2007 is my lucky star. new faces and kinda original scripts.alright.that's all for now. of course, there will be more upcoming ones.haha. maybe i should open some vcd/dvd shop someday so that i can watch all day and recommend the nice ones to people hur.haha.but of course, that's not my dream career la...lol
xoxo,
22:36
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being a kid as compared to an adult is so xin fu.
mahjong day. coincidentally, wore same orange choir tee with evelim. veryvery qiao.and guess what, that reminds me of choir.okay.but it had been dunno how many centuries that i've got back there. ohwell, afterall, i'm not really very involved in choir in the past. alright,to be more accurate, not very involved in anything in school before.heh.
ohwell. still jobless.but guess maybe we have only ourselves to blame AT TIMES ba.cos there's no job that can be so perfectly good de right. ohwell. but not as if, we have any real high expectations la.just that all the interviews turns out shitty.blah
contradicting enough, as i'm just saying about having some weak heart thingy in the previous post. and i think if i'm one with real weak heart yesterday, think i would have like die of some heart failure thingy le ba.
busy for work yet free for camwhore.