I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy

finished huan huan ai.
hmmm. the ending is kinda similar to shen qing mi ma,the way the guy tries to hide their illness from the girl by doing those mean thingy, just that for huan huan ai, it is a happy ending. unlike shen qing mi ma, which i cried like dunno what la.haha. but still prefer devil beside you. hah.surprisingly, i didnt really cry much for huan huan ai unlike someone else.haha.
alright.that sounds pretty idiotic to cry over shows.fake stuffs. ohwell.
spent entire at home, doing nothing, but watching tv and youtube-ing. maybe i shall contiune reading book after this. but my eyes are kinda tired liao le. hmmm, wonder what can i do, or get any entertainment if i'm blind. there's like so limited things to do.
cherish everything that you have now.and be contented.be grateful :)
xoxo,
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