aha.imagine sleeping at 4 in the morning and waking up and 10 just for the sake of playing badminton? haha.i thought i will never be the one who will do that.cos if u know me well enough, sleeping is always top on the list. was on the phone with ahma and fiona minus the part that i'm continuously suan-ed by kelvintan.

anyway. booked court at CC, then played with dad, bro and his friends.ohwell.not so bad after all.just that i've not played since prisch so that explains the body ache now i guess.lol.seems ages that i start 'moving' around la.haha.it's like always slack and not much of outdoor games.

oh.and when we were going off, a group of small kids, from some nearby childcare centre i guess. they were brought there for badminton.haha.ohwell.all i can say is that they are all damn adorable la.they were like four years old on average?haha. another group of them even tried playing mini tennis using pingpong ball and the tabletennis racket la.haha.super cartoon...

then the rest of the day spent slacking at home, dun feel like going out thou neoahma tried to drag me out of the house.wahahaha.

btw, mummy and dad came back with lotsa gums, but too bad, none for me, cos mrs dentist said that i cant have any, she wun want any of it to be stucked on the braces.ohwell. nevermind, then i shall finish up all the other food .haha

haha.and i realised something which i've already found out quite some months ago.and i re-read.and then i realised, it's not that big deal afterall.

i dunno, but it seems to me, sometimes, things said at the moment doesnt mean it is meant forever, it's just FOR THAT MOMENT, so what's the point? to make one feel better? to make people believe in them? or just for the sake of saying? or what?

Hope did not abandon you...
neither did i...
you abandoned it...

Didnt, cos to me, Hope wasnt there in the first place.

xoxo,
22:08

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