okay.im not feeling real good now, cos just got misunderstood again,damn it. why is it always happening on me?what the hell man.

wadever.just be appreciative and not only looking about the things that i didnt do, but maybe for goodness sake, you can even TRY to look at those things that i had done for you. BEFORE you can and start yakking/complaining/nagging infront of me.oh man, i am not even SUPPOSED to do it for you and it's not a MUST can? stop expecting things from me.try it on your son too.i'm not your only daughter right?u still give birth to a son, remember?

AH.i know that's kinda harsh, but just venting my anger.had been in slient mode since just now.better vent it here before i explode.hee.exaggeration again.alright, i'm feeling fine now.whatever it is, after a night sleep, everything will be back to normal.isnt it?

slacky saturday.wanted to get myself out of the house for some exercises, but owell, as expected, failed.instead,watched DVDs and spent 30 minutes doing some hair treatment thingy. but i dun tink it helps much, cos it's still hay-dry can?cant stand it.

hmmm.okay.by next sat, let's see how many DVDs i would have watched by then.haha.and that means, maybe u can try to help to calculate how much money i spend on them,3 bucks per DVD, that means spending money even thou i'm at home.ohman... seriously broke.need a job, but i'm just too picky about part-time jobs huh.

need to get some fats off.okay, i mean a little only, before people start discouraging, anyway, it will be healthy methods , exercising.wahahahaha.and that means, lots of self motivation, cos laziness is just one big fat barrier can.lol.

ohwell.having dinner at aunt's house tmr and most probably, mahjong session too.haha.and that means getting fat too.cos bet grandma is gonna cook most of my favourites tmr. why do i know that? COS I SIMPLY LOVE ALL GRANDMA'S COOKING!
p.s hope that her left arm will be okay soon... :)

xoxo,
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