okay. i'm not that mood-less after the phone conference(anet, ahma, eve) and my steamboat dinner(ahma, yuxuan)...friends make me feel much better.at least i dun feel so alone, so out of the world.NOW, i'm okay.fine.stable.HAPPY

dad brought lappy to office to see if his friends can fix it back.hopefully, it's gonna be alright.feeling kinda insecure just because of that dumb square IT thingy sounds ridiculous, but i think i did feel it this way.

gonna leave the house in an hour's time.and that's nt something HAPPY.cos i still dun like TP that much.it just makes people sad and tired, about everything that u can think of la.tsk.but at least POM's tutorial was cancelled for dunno what reason, this week is going to be empty, as in only school and not much of meeting up with friends.ohwell.sat will be true braces day and guess what, maybe i'll FINALLY ask audreytan to go out.wahaha.miss her so.

oh.and i dunno why, the songs in S.H.E Play, makes me feel alot better too.even the sad and slow ones in it.would u make the same decision like u used to? haha.i dun think i will, but i dun think i wun.life is unpredictable, right?

xoxo,
11:49

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