okay.doing nothing on a weekend, both saturday and sunday. how interesting can my life be huh? life's a bitch now man.what the hell, i'm all irritated and annoyed by whatever single thing now. getting somehow respond-less and slient.okay.that's how my brother described so.

it's building on and on, i wun be surprised if i really break down one day.

one second, i can be damn satisfied with life and what i've got, but by the next, i will be feeling real negative about everything.i can be happy, laughing on and on, i wan my joy, but do i really have it all?

see, even mummy's going for some one day cruise thingy tmr with her friends, and what, i'm stuck at home, with dad and brother, but my only accompany, my black sliver box, television. then on and on, wil be those lifeless school life with lectures and tutorials and those freaking projects.

i feel like going some where far, far far away, very far far far...
what the heck la, dad seems to forget everything about my lappy !

xoxo,
22:16

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