Well it's a realization, when you find out you don't even wanna look at yourself

okay. at least i can say that i understand what the lecture is all about for this morning. computer application skills. wasnt late anymore, no more rain, no more bad mood.haha.
and now that i've realised, raining does not make me feel sad, but mad. dun ask me why, cos once again, i dunno how to answer.lol.
okay.i think out class is not that fun as compared to other classes, and like what eve said, maybe we are slowly warming up with each other, as in with yiyang and shaofeng? haha. i dunno. but i guess things will be better when tutorials start next week?
good news is that we dun have to go back school on thursday since APEL class starts only next week. and next tuesday will be labour day, so i supposed there will be no classes too.HAH, just the start of school, and we are already having so many "off-days".
seems like for every "subject", there will be a project. ohwell.good or bad?
anyway, althou my brother's sort of bestf had been coming to our house like almost every week, i still feel kind of uncomfortable when he's around. it's like just having some other stranger walking around in your house.ohwell.
seriously, dun like my hair now.arghhh!!!
xoxo,
21:12
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