back from grandpa's birthday dinner, haha.i stil managed to eat the nice nice food.and luckily, nothing is stucked.haha. everyone was like trying to help me with those food that's edible for me.haha.so nice right?

was sms-ing audrey, wondering if i really make the right choice of going poly. cos it seems like it' kinda stressed up for some of them who is in JC. ohwell.but there's no point regretting now, cos it's gonna be orientation in a few days time, and hopefully, everything will turn out real fine. i'm worry for orientation... dunno why, but just not feeling right.

and i forgot to mention yesterday that my aunt killed her son's "baby" while bathing it.dun worry too much, it's a hamster. it just died after it's bath, kinda sudden la, and i'm there.actually, kinda scary also.i dunno, but it just feels weird in someway. surprisingly, jester who is my cousin, take it better than my aunt. she's still quite upset about it i guess.

how will things be when we grow older? when we all starts to work, get married, have kids, grow old and eventually moving on to somewhere else. i think i'm still not independent enough. ohwell. i just cant imagine living without the people close to me now. it just seems that it will be uber lonely and frightening. ohwell.maybe i shld just stop my wonderful imagination and get back to reality now. thou now it's plain and boring, but at least it's peaceful =)

xoxo,
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