Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

found this in one of the folder.so much that he've grown.it's still cute in anyway.youngest cousin.the youngest who called me "Zhu!" cos i slept so much.HAHA

tried to stay away from my lappy, but failed to.
tried to stay away from blogging, but failed to.
tried to stay alive at home, but failed to.

okay.it's pretty stupid cos all the entertainment which i get at home comes from the electronics or rather things related to IT.

and at this point of time, mum is watching those ever-the-same korean shows in her nice and cosy bedroom, brother playing his brainless online games in his room, dad watching any random show which he can find in the living room, and here i am, blogging frantically in my room.everything is related to IT.and it makes me feel like everyone is doing their own things, and it will be better if we can all gather together and chat or crap or wadever as a family together.ohwell

sometimes, the bond between each of us just need to be reminded. the warmth and love just need to be refreshed. it sure makes one feel more loved and appreciated in anyway.

oh.and as i'm flipping through Her World. the topic on " are you catching the break-up disease" kind of caught my attention. it's said to be contagious to certain group of people.ohwell.and i'm wondering, is it true?

but when you really start to think of it, it does link in some way, cos as i was ranting about there is a period of time, when you realise people around you have a high percentage of being all attached, but after awhile, you start to realise, all of them are back being single again...

and that brings me to my next question. would you like to be the one in the lovebird group or the group which stays single all these while witnessing their blessful moments and their heartache break-ups?

but afterall, you will only know your true choice of answer when you are in that situation. so all these 'questions' might only be the casual things you can think about when you are on your long bus-ride or while you are waiting for someone who said that they will be late for half-an-hour.haha

but i still believe, every relationship has different memories, be it good or bad.cos no one will be the same as another in this nice planet...afterall.it's part and parcel of life.isnt it?

xoxo,
20:44

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