Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

okay.i'm still coughing like *&^%, and i dun like it cos it's somehow a noise pollution in someway and it makes me feel like some sick patient.haha.i'm on leave tmr.haha.some good rest but nono, cos i'm going some shopping with mum again.haha.needa hurry to buy my newyear clothes before i start my job at another side.haha.

anw, maybe it's always sth nice for me to work everytime, cos everytime, i will start missing people, no matter who while i'm bored to tears during work.haha.and i wil tink of the nice moments we used to have and how i longed to go back to those times.haha.it always makes me treasure them more.haha.every single time.

weekdays are boring, weekends are family day, and i'm out in the centre of isetan working while families pass by happily with their loved ones.the feeling sucks, cos i felt so small n alone.haha.kind of drama huh?but somehow those feelings ba.ohwell.but it's just another two more days excluding my off day.

and actually, i realised that i'm super no mood from 1 to 5 but once i returned from my break, i will be alright le.haha.weird.maybe the sunset affects me hor.lol.no la, cos after break means awhile more, i can go home le ma.lol.and i like to have my break alone.after eating and just with my magazine at some nice corner, sitting there, without the need to entertain/serve/talk to anyone is nice.haha.it's relaxing somehow, i just realised that these few days.haha.it's not being anti-social , it's just a break from all the customerservice i'm doing .haha.nice way of saying.LOL

and i just killed a cockroach last night.it had been dunno how many thousands years since i last saw one at my hse le la.haha.but it's dead in the end, cos i killed it.alone.without anyone's help.wahaha

oh.and i saw the lady who i've a deep impression of since we met her.cos she asked for help from us to write a letter to god in english, we helped to translated and write.n the content is bout some very weird stuffs.that's y i rmbed her.haha.she's taking 969 from tampines too.queueing in front of me, and guess wad, she's scratching her boobs in public.maybe she dun feel paiseh or wad ba.then on the busride, she started talking to the uncle beside her, total stranger.and obviously the uncle felt weird la.haha.at least he seemed to.that's all.she's really abit too special.that's explains the deep impression.haha.

xoxo,
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