Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

hmmm.this is a very weird time to blog for me,but nevermind la, like anyone cares like that.ohwell

went chinatown, bugis then town with evelim, phebe joined us halfway.didnt manage to buy much, just bought like a pair of shoes from fareast.and i nearly lost that in the S11.but luckily, we managed to find it back, cos ahma said that no one will steal ur shoes, cos that person also cannot wear.makes sense.but it seemed like everytime i lost things in foodcourt ,i will get them back de leh.haha.this better happen when i lost my things each time.haha

oh, and my mum was like makin a big fuss that my brother aactually helped her to keep the clothes and of cos, my brother was soso happy bout it, wadever la, cos after that, my mum starts to complain that even if i stayed at home the entire day, also wun help her to keep.like wth?and i'm not at home yesterday.then like when times, that i helped her to keep the clothes, she said nothing , then wad?i helped le then cannot see, guanting helped le, the clothes will shine isit?retard.

it had been like obvious biasedness la, and she had indirectly or directly show or admit before le lor, what can i sae?accept it.still can tell me that actually my dad dotes me more, but wadever, that doesnt make much sense that she needs? or wants? or have to? dotes my brother more la, cos to me, my dad treats my brother n i the same way.okae, nevermind, things wun change no matter how many times i complained over it.so just accept.that's my life.haha

anyway, can like pls grant me my wish of seeing things as in clothes that i want when i shop?cos it's iritatin to shop whole day without buying things, cos in this way, in the end, the money wil be spent on food la.haiyo.that's wad's happening now.

oh.and how can one makes a girl or someone just stop being fickleminded and indecisive?cos that really brings me to no where la, it only 'helps' to create more problems and troubles.but ohwell, i'm born this way.no help.

oh.and anw, it's none of my business in the beginning, so which means i need not care.haha.which means i might start work soon.haha.which means end of nolife life.which means more income again.haha.that's the main point.lol

OKAY, I'M REALLY HUNGRY AT 2.21 AM, I NEED SOME REALLY BREAKFAST^^

xoxo,
02:04

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