Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

hmm, i guess today i'm feeling much better le ba, i still prefer school to work, but if there is a must to work, i prefer weekdays to weekends. at least i got my time to breathe and do my things without being interrupted.ohwell.at least i'm off tmr, gonna make a trip to the library to update my entertainment stocks which i need for my train rides-the books.

anyway, i think i like to do stock take and ordering new stocks leh.haha.maybe that's a bit ma fan but i think it's quite interesting and time passed easily when i'm totally into counting the stocks.haha.and people praised me for keeping the stocks and that area so neat n tidy, someone gave me sweets too.haha.i guess these are the small things that spiced up my boring working life ba.at least they are nice people=)

ohwell, but it's not that lucky for mum cos she lost her wallet with everything in it.and she just left it there for less than 5 minutes and when she returned to find it, it's gone.how fast and unlucky.that goes all the cards, photos and cash, if that person is that mean not to return the purse even after she had taken all the money.cos it's lost in the ladies.ohwell.maybe it;s true like what mum said, this is an unlucky year for her, i tink for mine too.haha.but nevermind cos it's gonna end in less than a month's time.haha

used to think that it's alright and okay to be alone at times, but now, i seriously hate that lonely feeling to the extreme case.haha.but i'm getting used to eat alone le ba, anyway, it's only half an hour so okay lor, but dunno la, feel like some extreme loner like that la.haha.now i have the empty and lonely feeling again.and i dun like that=(

xoxo,
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