Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

lalala, finished watching shen qing mi ma, it doesnt have a happy ending, cos he died.uh lele, it's like showing how miracle-ly he met her during the last three months of his life and how he learned to see things in a different way from then.
but have anyone ever wonder if it is a good thing that he met her during his last three months of his life or it is a bad thing?maybe some will tink that why only three months, it's too little, but some might think that having three months together is better than nothing le.

haha.had fun during evening playing bbal.haha.since so long...thou i hurt myself again but i dun mind=)perhaps things arent that bad after all.that's quite abit of positive thinking huh?lol

it's weird that many questions had been popping out from my mind since a few days ago.it's like those weird questions that people can argue about or it's way too complicated to understand de.haha.is my thinking-too-much disease attacking me again?anyway, this time round i recorded them down in a small small book.maybe someday sometime, someone might be able to provide me with the answers=)

everyone is out for supper.and i'm all alone at home.no big deal?but this is one thing that i never dare to when i'm a kid.so that's the change...lalala

xoxo,
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