Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

back from the shopping trip and now my legs are sososo tired.haha.didnt even stop till we settle down at central for dinner.the mango sago there really tasted so nice.haha.at least i didnt came home empty-handed.bought one top from forever21, kinda the last shop that we went in before we went home.which means at first, i'm supposed to go home without buying anything.ohwell.mum bought a top too.she cant find any heels that is not too high that she wants de.ohwell.that's one of the problem when ur husband or partner is not very much taller than you.lol

talked non-stop since we step out of the house.haha.kinda great, seemed like some mother and daughter bonding session la.lol, no la, just kidding.at least i know more things that i'm nt suppose to know now.at least she trusts me to tell me those stuffs.

but i didnt tell her about my english, just told her that i only get back paper one which pass by one mark and that most probably i will fail my english as in overall.ohwell.let her have some xin li zhun bei first ba...

ohya, for some reason which i dunno why, there's so many couples in s'pore.haha.that's crap right.and it;s like they keep appearing where ever you go.lol.oh ya, and i saw a double date which includes four girls, and i mistook both the supposingly 'guys' as real guys.they really look like guys with their backviews la..haha.and i actually asked mum she will prefer to see a pair of gay or a pair of les?and her answer is, both r the same for her, if they are happy, then it's okay.lol.i told you that she's very open-minded.wahaha.that's why i can talk to her bout almost everything.

oh, and maybe i should be thankful that the neighbour who lived above my flat was so quiet today, maybe their family went out or something.for once, let us have some peace.i bet once they are back, the noise pollution will return again.tsk...

anw, these are some of the sentences that i like in that book.i know it's dumb la, but i just feel like doing this.too bad..=)

you couldnt have strength without weakness,
you couldnt have light without darkness,
you couldnt have love without loss,
you couldnt have one without the other,
there couldnt be a bad guy unless there was a good guy until a bad guy showed how far off the path he might stray.

a human heart breaks when it's dropped from a greater height.

what was the point of being able to forgive, when deep down, you both had to admit you'd never forget?

the happiest moment in the world will be the one when you can stop pretending.

we werent thinking.we didnt let ourselves think because we didnt want to know.

there was a fine line between love and hate, you heard that cliche all the time, but no one told you that the moment you crossed it would be the one you least expected.

it is crazy to love someone who hurts you.
it is crazier to think that someone who hurts you loves you.

what if love wasnt the act of finding what you were missing but the give-and-take that made you both match?

how are you going to know who i am ,if i dont look like me?

learned the hard way that we are never the people we think we are.we are the ones we pretend, with all our hearts, we cant become.

i did not die and yet i lost life's breath.

maybe you had to come close to losing something before you could remember its value.

it was possible that everyone had two or more faces, some of us just did a better job of hiding it than others.

at any crossroads in life, half of us are destined to take a wrong turn.

a person was never who you thought he was.

life was just a whole string of spots where you contiuned to surprise yourself.

people believed what they wanted to believe, no matter what was in front of their eyes.

you knew what you were seeing wasnt all it was cracked up to be.

life could take on any number of shapes while you were busy fighting your own demons, but if you were changing at the same rate as the person you, nothing else mattered.you became each other's constant.

if you didnt know what was at stake to lose, you had nothing to fight for...

the more you changed, the less of you there was.

some people , they get down in a hole so deep they cant figure out what to hold on to.

the person you were when you went to sleep at night might not necessarily be the person you were when you woke up.

xoxo,
20:10

sss