Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

ohwell.got back most of the results.kind of demoralising for me.esp when the people around you are getting great grades and everyone walking here and there to get as many marks as possible.ohwell.and the worst is that i failed english la.F9 somemore.thou my english had been that bad since dunno when but had never failed till so badly before.and like what monica said, i'm kind of crazy after i got my english paper la, keep talkin non-stop, laughing and joking.she noticed that and brought me back to reality.ohwell.i knew i'm not okay but i pretend to be.cos it's useless crying over that kind grades when u cant change it now.so it's like no point BUT defnitely it felt unstable to get this kind of grades.it's a huge blow to me la thou i had known where my english standard stands, but it just dun feel good.suddenly it seemed useless to get wadever good results.cos if this really happen during o level.the only place i can get to is ITE.haiz.depressing case.i will never forget getting 10 marks for compo and all the teacher marked is only on my language.it's like OMG can.with your content getting zero.still said touching story on my script somemore.touching also no use when the content wasnt even graded.sacarstic can.tsk

others are kinda alright ba.and miracle does happen cos i didnt fail maths which i tot i will.but did kinda badly for ss and hist...but pass la.lol.now i'm left with science physics and amaths only..but doesnt matter much le la, since i had failed english.really wonder how am i gonna break the news to mum.lalala.

anw, had been reading one book borrowed from audrey de.kinda nice, includes lots of different things in it.gonna finished it soon le ba.hopefully.haha.and with my snail rate of reading books, she actually said that i read so fast.lol.funny right.which means, i bet she reads slower than me.wahaha.

retail therapy with mum tmr.she needs new stuffs for cousin's wedding.ahaha.perhaps it was just another new excuse to go shopping.that's what most females love.lol..sunday going to grandma's house.haha.had been quite sometime that we last went to her house.missed her cooking and those gatherings.i bet someone there will be asking me about my results and the choice of jc or poly for sure.it always happen.ohwell.they are just being concerned=)

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