Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

haha.last few days were fun.everyone is busy with the fine dining thing. it's like a few weeks ago, everyone is still wondering wad to wear and who to be their partner thing but now, everything end le.so fast.ohwell.but i bet everyone enjoy themselves ba.haha.took lots of pics but cant upload cos my camera is not with me yet.will upload them soon =)

3 Aug>

haha.everyone seem so restless since morning la, no one was paying attention to wad the teacher was teaching and the teachers knew and they had no choice but to allow us to slack.haha.and AK was so great that she exchanged lessons with mrs lim and gave us more time to get prepared.haha.everyone looks nice that day.different from school uniform.haha.that's obvious.ohwell.and we were like some walking exhibition cos everyone was like not wearin sch uni and not tying hair, no sch shoes, no sch socks.haha.

haha.reached there ard 2 plus i tink, with 4 faith.haha.the seminar was alright.at least it's not boring like wad i expected .lol..and he tried his best to make us laugh and to be more responsive la..haha.BUT.the second part which is the dining part is not really nice la.haha.firstly, i didnt sit with my partner cos he chose to ps and sit with his friend w/o telling me.and others tot is i ps him de.ohwell.secondly, for every food of the 5 courses, i can probably complain bout all of them.and even i'm not full after eating all la.ohwell.and the services there is bad.okay, that's all.

after that, seem like some photo taking time la.haha.bout an hour or so lor, and that person even had to chase us out.haha.cos everyone is busy taking photos.haha.after that, went out with 4 gracians.haha.it's quite fun la.thou we didnt do much thing but at least it felt like good somehow lei, dunno how to say.but it's jus different but nice.haha.and almost all the gals were complaining about their heels and how their legs hurt.haha.but not me cos mine is not that high.haha.in the end, took cab home with audrey.others took the train ...

4Aug>

haha.it's 4h, i, j's turn le.and surprisingly, i tot alot of ppl of my class will pon school la, but in e end, only wq didnt go to sch.haha.oh.and cos of the video taking stuff during assembly periods, we got the chance to go to the 3 classes.haha.went to take a look and got the things from evelim.haha.they all look great too=) ohwell.then off they go to the fine dining course.and after school, left only mi and phebe.haha.wondering if we shld go choir since it's the last dae for miss chung..ohwell.in the end, both of us end up doing sth else.our 'special part time job' since that chalet.haha.only phebe will understand wad i'm talking bout ba.lol.but in the end, phebe end up slping in my class.mi, audrey n andrina started throwing ball over to the building opposite ours.haha.the 4i and 4j's classrooms there.haha.tried to throw across.haha.and i threw the furthest neh.haha.but only managed to hit the wall, it didnt really reach the doors or windows.haha.silly game but that's wad happen when u got nth better to do.lol.bought a card for ms chung and woke phebe up and off we went back home.went to evelim's hse to give her mum her stuffs.

wondering if i shld meet the gals cos in the end at home also nth to do, no one to call, no one on msn.no tv shows.haha.so i went to find them.haha.met them at anet's dad's pub.merchant road, merchant sq.haha.tt's all the info i got and luckily i didnt get lost.haha.stayed there for awhile before we went to clarke quay..walked and contiune to take pics.haha.but some of them left earlier.left cheyennejolenekailingfionaahma and mi.walked ard and we end up playing at this nice nice water fountain, just took off ours heels and went in to plae.haha.again, took lots of pics and most of us are half drenched ba.lol...then kailing left.so the rest of us went to tcc to rest and snack.haha.waited there for fiona's dad to fetch us back.jolene left first cos she went to meet her parents.haha.but in e end, reached home like 1 plus ...and again.her dad n cheyenne pei me up to my hse=)

5 Aug>

woke up, mum and dad left le.shld be on their way to genting liao le ba.at first it dun feel tt weird.but now it felt weird or maybe mi only ba that they arent at home la.got the empty feeling.ohwell.or perhaps it's the moodswing thing.dunno la.last two days smile too much le now dun have mood.haha.wad crap excuse i came up with la.haha,nah, wrong.it's cos i'm at home .and there's like no one at hme except my bro la, so like who i can smile to.lol.crapshit.anw, todae is mum's birthday la.and for the first time she is not at home to celebrate with us.ahh.maybe becos of this, it felt even weirder ba.ohwell.

want to study but dun feel like studyin.read tuesday with morrie.did housework.played audition for the rest of my day.okay, another day wasted.ohwell.

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