Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.

okayokayokay, i guess the phonecall helped last night, at least a little bit i suppose.i'm not the only one anyway.ya, and everything that i said during the okay times arent working too.so it just leaves me with the thought of being so dumb la, and said le also no use, cos ming ming jiu still got the useless feeling.argh, anything la.empty talks.

in the end, slept around 12 and this mornin, as usual lor.and that guy sat beside me when waiting for the train again.haha.as if i know who is he la.just that he's from deyi.haha.nothing much la.just that quite a long time nv see that guy liao at khatib mrt there liao.lol.okay, that's not impt anw.and i'm nearly late for assembly, abit shocked to see my class not at the usual place la, cos forgot that we changed place with juniors.haha.

lessons were alright i guess.after school went bugis.ohwell.with phebe n kelvin then ahma n fiona joined us after awhile.and for the whole day, i just ate one meal excluding recess.and i'm not feeling hungry at all.at first sian sian de, then dunno la.forgot most of it also.ohya, and we played in watsons, playing with the blushes and make-up.haha.just smeared it on each other's face.lol.then walked around AIMLESSLY.haha.dinner le then went to do something.haha.it's fun la.but kelvin left first then the gals went on for more lor.haha.and phebe nearly lost her bottle.and now my shoulders are achin like dunno wad.

hmmm.when ur mood arent that high, even ur hair goes against you, that's wad i learnt ..haha.simply so screwed!haha.todae like awhile okae, awhile not okay, if this is going to cont, i bet i'm going crazy soon.it's all with the brain and those unnecessary thought that i just cant to keep them out of my mind.things reminds.nvm.i'm going to make myself so occupied tmr.i will

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