it's just the beginning..

hmm..ohwell, got back all the results, some are encouraging , okae, its only like one or two of them ba, then the rest are sooo sooo discouraging la, esp the combined sciences..haiz, really dunno what's the prob with mi la,can t do well in pure sciences and now it's still that lousy for sub sciences la..dunno la, even if my mum didnt sae much, i also feel so irritated by it la..some of the papers really see le only makes u feel worse la..another one is hist..for the first time i failed essay ques and had a just pass for overall and i scored higher for one that i nv study but so lan for the one i studies la..that's soooo..tsk.NVM

maybe this time round really need to put in more effort le la, cant slack anymore le, thou i dun really need anyone to remind me that it's just in a few more mths then it wil be the final thingy..but dad just reminded me that it's still nt too late cos there;'s still a lil time to catch up la..

tmr is the start of the chinese intensive thingy le, dun really tink anything much wil be absorbed there la, cos it;s just like normal chinese lessons and normally, no one really listen to her de la, and she knew that.dunno la, see how things go on ba..

and just had the rehearsal in sch b4 going for tuition..quite messy la, only enjoyed the every move i make part, others are all so crapp la, n i mean everything cos they are all in a mess..ohwell, perhaps cos tis is the only the first rehearsal ba..

oh, and it's seriously dumb la, why my ear is like forever having infection de huh?tis morning i just kind of accidentally hit one of the side la, and i didnt noe that that wil cause it to be infected and now it hurts soo much ...tsk.

and i realised sth else which is that things happen like the same way in pri n sec schools for me leh, after streaming or whatsoever, i will be in the second class and in that class, i will be always very behind or bottom of the class..i mean for studies..and it's happening the same way for pri n sec school life la..it's a gd or bad thing huh?dots...

it's always the same...haha, it depends.

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