eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??

hmmm..this two days was practically wasting time in sch ba, no teachers really came to the class to give out the papers n results la..so in e end, got back a few only..but the results are kind of discouraging anw, i tink the best thing till now is only bout eng ba, thou it's nt any where near those high marks but at least i'm nt stuck in the 50 plus range..slowly ba..haha.oh well, and for the first time, i failed my amath, so far the only subj..others arent really interestin..

hmmm, some misunderstandin during recess and seriously it's gd to remain slient when u are stucked in the middle..ohwell, some understand but nt all, that's wad i can only say, perhaps it took some of us quite some time to understand sth..but it's okae, we learned thou it doesnt make ppl feel good.it's nt my way of saying all things out to the one that i want to, thinking that maybe that will avoid anymore troubles?but ohwell, now slowly it just became somehow another thing to xiguan of?nvm, cos all these really wake ppl up to face what reality is and that's how everyone do...oh well, it's owas disturbing about all such things la..
haha, anything la, cos even if i know or dunno , even if i say or dun say, even if i do or dun do, there wun be much difference anw, that's why i choose to make it remain tis way.

xoxo,
21:07

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