eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
hmm..oh well, it's like kind of late but i just dun feel like sleeping , perhaps the past few days slept too much le ba, then it just feel like you are dying and you got nothing much to do but just sleep, just feel like you had already died, okay, that's kind of strange but i seriously got that feeling..oh well, but i think sufficient sleep is the main thing to have yourself to recover ba, or perhaps that i just to sleep..haha..that can be counted as my hobby le..lol
this morning woke up feeling abit dead, just not in the right state but the problem is that nothing had happened but i am feeling this way ..just like i'm floating around without any feeling la..haha, maybe abit exaggerating le but just not in the right state of mind ba...dunno la, then evening went to np with mum n bro, things seemed abit better le ba, not feeling that way anymore le, at least i dun feel so 'zi ji'[if u understand what i'm actually toking bout] when my mum n bro r around la, even he's out there just to make fun of me and irritates me..oh well, i'm contradicting myself..haha..dunno la, then alot of funny things just keep happening la, esp my bro's reaction bout it..haha..and even til now, i think if it really happen , it wil be super weird la..haha..but in the end, it didnt happen la..lol..
think i wil spend the whole saturday at home ba, dun really feel like going out and i promise mum that i will also study la, so it wil be that way ba, no bbal for the third wk again le ba, cause hpts got sth on tmr..hmm..dunno la, dun even know this thing wil continue in the future anot la, coz already 3 wks nt playing le..oh well..anw, it had been a long time ever since i saw jy la, hmm, nvm, next time find some time to tok to her online ba..haha.and i know the reason why i like to talk to audrey le..haha..=)
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xoxo,
23:38
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