eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
hmmm..ytd seemed so packed for mi la..haha..seemed to have things keep going on..kae la, but sch's was alright i guess, perhaps things changed aft sch?and i know a way le..juz try to concentrate on sth else ba, maybe tt wil help for lyk at least a lil while..said things tt bothers mi out ba..seriously, even i haf no idea how long i can hold on..
choir was abit wad in e beginnin la, the juniors are tested?in front of so many ppl la.and it seemed to remind mi of wad we did last time when we were juniors la..even if u can sing it out correctly, my voice wil stil tremble loads la..haha..i tink now stil the same ba..lol..den followed by grandpa's b;dae, went for dinner , really nth much to do there..coz i m neither here nor there, one side wif all the adults and another with the children..dunno la, juz ate my dinner den didnt really do much la, aft tt, they came my hse..crabs and cakes..manage to eat the cake only coz i m lyk so full..haha..the food was lyk endless de la..lol..but they r lyk outside and i kept myself in my rm wif my aircon..haha..talked on the fone for quite some time la..cleared my doubts?said everything out?haha..perhaps nt really..tt's definitely unsure for mi..hmm..and all tt left mi to slp at ard 3 plus agn..but i went to bed ard 12?
actually studies are okae la, but perhaps realli nt sciences..really nt interested and sucks in tt la..haha..den chi test was oso..hmm, dunnola, juz felt so sleepy..aft finishin it den i juz fall asleep on the table for 20 mins..haha..even a short nap wil make mi feel more refreshed..haha..didnt go out todae, coz the hpts haf their stuffs on, some haf tuition..den left a few, oso dun feel lyk gg out, so went hme lor, met audreyalvineugeneshakir, went hme wif them since they are gg khatib for lunch..haha..they can be really funny la..haha..and my dad is lyk so surprised to find mi at hme so early la..and he asked mi why..haha..lyk go hme early oso cannot lyk tt.lol..now waitin for dinner..arghh..i m lyk so hungry la, didnt even haf my lunch..hopefully mum wil cum back soon..arghhh..hungry~~
there's no right or wrong for tis thing, and maybe from another viewpt, it's a test ba..to let mi noe more bout myself n the ppl ard?and to wake mi up... ... ...
testing the bounds of reality.
xoxo,
19:20
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