.eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??

tsk.okae, i m seriously feeling unstable now, nt really pissed, nt realli irritated, nt really okae..tsk..oh well,treat it as a misunderstandin ba, maybe i tink too much or i tink too little, i noe u will wry or wad, but seriously, i stil dun see a pt for mi to get hme so early and see tt the hse is lyk empty la, wad's the pt..and look la, i didnt do anything bad aft all..i m juz so bored at hme tt i dun lyk to stay at hme la, and the idea of mi keep havin my dinner outside is becoz u had stopped cookin for dunno how many centuries le la, at least i have my dinner outside wif my friends better den havin it alone in front of the tv or eatin my dinner silently wif bro right.. and if u really tink i wil show u my attitude aft u had told mi all tis and decide nt to tell mi and instead complain to aunt, and i had to be said by her tt u actualli consider bout my feelin so decide nt to nag at mi..i seriously see no diff now la, coz in e end, i definitely stil dun feel gd la..wad's the diff, so tt u sound u are wei da and i m being inconsiderate?okae la, anything u lyk la, i m nt gg to be bother, u are enjoyin wif ur friends when u r nt workin.okae, everything after o lvl right..i noe i noe juz tt i dun wanna be bother..dunno la, complain complain, i m at fault! happy?oh well, u cant see oso..nvm, juz needa sae it out..had been ren-ing it since juz now..cant do anything oso.i tink u stil dun und how i realli tink n feel la, n i dun und how u tink n feel too..tt's y..oh well..if we do und each other, i wun be ur daughter aft all..so wad to do..tsk..alirght , anything la, viewpts r diff, mb i m wrong , mb i m nt..anything la..aft all, i stil dun see the pt tt u r seeing..

xoxo,
22:52

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