eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
okae, perhaps its not a gd choice too, juz cant stand it la, they r lyk discussing bout u now outside,and mostly everything is negative..wadever la, shld i be used to it or wad, juz stop those comparison, i hate tt since young la, tot tt u wil understand but saddly i m really wrong to sae tt, u all are juz the same aft all, mb u arent in tt situation and u wil nv noe de la, everyone is different, pls gte tt into ur mind can anot..u tot i am really relaxed ar, m i happy tt i dunno wad i wan to do, or do u tink i duncare..tt's all nt the pt la, how i wish i noe wad i wan, u tink i very hao guo huh..all the more u sae only prove tt u noe nth much bout mi la, mb u r showing ur concern but perhaps in e wrong way for ur information..i noe u wun be reading al ltis but juz venting out wad i wan to sae la, because i noe tt aft all tis, when i get out tis dumb room, i had to pretend tt i noe nth of wad u all are toking bout n fake all the way..u tink it's fun isit..wat e heck la..i noe i sucks in everything tt i do la, happy? i noe my studies dropped but u tink tt's wad i wan, mb i do deserve all tis la, but i m nt feeling anywhere near gd la, use ur common sense la..perhaps i m getting abit out control to u but ppl change, dun blame mi..but i cant control ur tinking as well..so it's up to u la..coz mb aft awhile, when i start to feel xi guan, all tis wil not matter much to mi aft all le ba..
xoxo,
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