eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
ermx.now still tinking if i shld dropp both my phy n chem to combined science of phy n chem la..tink i really cant cope with both of tt ba, maybe combined one wil be better for mi, since i m nt performing for both of them la and the worst thing is tt i tink i got the lowest for tis 2 subj in my class la, tink my sciences really hopeless le la, stil decidin but needa talk bout tis to dad n mum 1st ba, but the worse thing is tt both of them wun be at hme b4 midnight tis two daes la, haiz..sian..truely speakin la, althou i noe i shldnt expect much fromt is two subj, but stil kinda disappointed bout my self ba,expect to fail but nt tt low de score la..haiz..sadded de la..shld i or shld i nt..haiz
tink the only happy thing bout todae wil be the chi result ba, tink shld be kinda alright ba since the paper tis time round is kinda tough one..ya..den aft sch, oso sian sian de..dun feel lyk going town so in e end , eve n kl went themselves while some of them stayed in class n tok to lan lao shi den jolene n i went to eat behind the sch there lor..sometimes, it;s still nicer to go out or chat with a few ppl den a large grp ba..at least u will be heard..ermx..ya lor, basically lyk tt lor, nth much la, n i seriously dun wan to sing for chapel hrs la..so dumb de..haiz..and i dun even sing when i m sittin there listening la..tsk..thou it;s at term two but juz tt tot of it disturbs mi la..okae, complain n complain..but too badd la..i juz wan to vent out..haiz..and maybe i shldnt haf choose tis class coz my sciences really sucks la..nt only i m weak at it la, mb nt interested oso..or mb it;s coz tt i cant perform and tt's y i dun lyk ..haiz..dunno la..but i tink if i cont to bear with such dumb failing results, i might as well take combined one la..maybe it wil be kind of troublesome coz if i m the only one in my class taking combined sciences la..but wad to do..haiz.i need some advices..and when i needa tok to them , they arent ard at hme..tsk..nvm..a few more daes ltr den talk bout it with them ba..disappointed nt only on one thing..but quite a few..but now mainly troubled by the sciences thingy la..irritating..haiz..
A useless life is an early death.
den i tink i must be a ghost now le ba..
xoxo,
18:16
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