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ermx...todae was oso alright for mi la..haha, but the bad thing is need to run 2.4 la, ahh, so sianz, and in e mornin even got the feelin tt i m gg to vomit la, coz i nv eat breakfast..wahaha, but stil run in e end, no choice n i tis time round even more lan den last wk, i tink coz i stopped and run stop and run ba..dunno la, anything la, and during chi lesson mrs tan went to our class..nth much happen oso, juz tt the class is more quiet and attentive lor..haha..o, and i got back my health checkup de results liao..mine is lyk longer den others de la..and i m underweight agn den sae wad i m tal for my age, drink more milk la, must haf balance diet den take care of my eyes..aiya, crapp la, and my height percentile is 97 la..LOL..eng lesson , 4i de ppl all went for their health check, so end up mi and phebe tok in class lor, haha, but we do our work oso la..hehe..but nt much..now i got things wan to sae but dunno how to sae..haha, it cant be put into words..i dunno la..
o juz lyk wad i told her, when i am pretending to be okay, ppl tot tt i am really okae, but when i m realli feelin okae, ppl juz dun really believe that i am, and draggin back those 'nt okay' thoughts and sayin all tt to mi..haha.so tell mi wad i m suppose to do?haha..it;s k if u dun und coz i noe hu will and hu wun..and it doesnt matter if u get it anot too..lol
i got lots i wan to sae, but i cant sae to u all in person, nvm, the past is the past, just dun look or treat mi the diff way if u found out new things bout mi or wadever thing...i tink only phebe und wad i wan to sae ba..haiz..stil the same..but at least i got one, better den nth, and juz now on e way back hme, suddenly got tt gan jue that i shld be more happy and contented de..suddenly feel tt life is nt bad for mi aft all, treasure wad u haf now?haha ,.told u i dunno how to describe tt gan jue out jiu dui le la..haha, juz lyk ytd nite my younger cousin came my hse, den playin wif him, and oso tok to him la, thou he's only 6 and we tok bout senseless things or those baby language, but at least at tt pt of time, i feel relaxed and happy, haha, nt tt i m in a extreme gd mood ytd, but it's juz the feeling..haha, seem lyk i m tokin bout lots of bout feelin de things todae horr...LOL
Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth.
xoxo,
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