eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
hmm, didnt go to sch todae coz nt feeling well, phebe oso i tink, coz intend to ask her help mi print out tt eng hw de but find out tt she's oso nt feelin well, so she's nt gg sch too..anw, so in e end, i dun haf to wry bout my eng hw oso..luckily i make the right decision tis mornin of nt gg to sch la, if nt i tink i will lreally 'die' in sch..haha, nt so kua zhang la, but juz feelin weak and tt stupid fever is on off on off de..sianz..tink aft awhile when e med is workin on mi le den i will go back to my slp agn le ba, slept for 12 hrs ytd...hehe, n e doc even ask mi nt to go sch tmr coz sae dunno wad i need more rest at hme or wad de, but i tink i see 1st la, if really still nt feelin well den i dun go lor, if okae le den go ba since at hme oso doing nth..
"Sub-conscious is when we are not fully awakening. But in reality, sub-conscious is our true personality. That means, if we really wants a thing, our subconscious will not give up on that thing, whereas our consciousness gives up easily due to the environment."
"And dreams are… created by our sub-conscious."
"That we dream so as to balance our emotions."
haha, saw tis while i m readin one of the online novel, find it kinda interestin, maybe by tis u can sort of noe y u will haf tt sort of dreams at time when ur dreams are nt meaningless ba..a gd example will be tt ytd nite i dreamt of argueing wif my dad and in e end for dunno wad reason i got a new mp3 from him coz he feel tt he's wrong nt mi..LOL..funny la, and oso tt i dreamt that tis mornin lots of ppl didnt go to sch la..haha, den mostly everyone stay at hme..kinda ridiculous de dreams la, but i tink seriously tinkin hor, my dreams are forever tt wu liao de, no content de la..haha..
seem lyk it's a long entry, but nvm la, since i got nth to do oso, if sian le den dun read lor..hehe..and find out tt actually those ppl who are recently nt feeling tt great de horr, are mostly trying to find some ways to make them happier n forget bout those unhappy stuffs, hmm,i dunno if it's all la, but i tink mostly whom those i noe and see from wad they sae in their blog de..tt's a gd way..haha, but really very true coz y waste a min being unhappy while you can actually better enjoy it to be happy within tt min..haha, abit simliar to wq's logic de la..so mb one dae, all of us will clear all of our thoughts and nt being tt unhappy le ba..at least i noe we are all trying our best to achieve tt...lol..seem so naggy..o well..but tt's wad i feel la..
I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
xoxo,
16:11
sss
