eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
hmmm..tis mornin went to sch for cca open hse for the sec 1s..haha..they all look alike..okae, to mi la, coz dunno any of them ma..=)anw, choir ends much earlier compared to other cca la..haha..coz we didnt really promote much ba juz do finish our item at hall tt side for once den off we go liao..haha..den went khatib mac for breakfast wif cheyenne, phebe, eve, kailing and anet joined us ltr..den eve went hme while kailing went to meet other ppl, so the rest of us actually is suppose to go my hse den decide where we going de..but in e end, we sat at the playgrd near my hse de for quite awhile la, chattin..haha, agn, i listen.and lying down at the playgrd and watchin the sky is nice la, of coz when it's nt so hot la, but luckily when we r there tt time, it's windy..which makes it so comfortable to lie there doing nth..=)
den went my hse lor..decided to go bowling , met the jolene n wq at np den walked to safra, waited there at the lobby for the rest, den xp came, den all of us waitin there till we all becum so sleepy, okae, and i killed a fly or dunno wad there..okae, i smashed it coz it's on my hand..gross...den ahma came, went arcade, den zy, yx, vic and hh, played a while more den bowlin..haha..but nt al played la, okae, but it's squeezin eunf coz we all in one lane only..n i didnt score more den 100 , i tink only, zy n vic manage to..okae, tt's my target next time which i dunno when is it la..okae, crapp..den backed to np, n dinner [finally nt kfc ]hehe..okae, they do eat alot..or mb i do eat little..okae, it doesnt matter anw..hme sweet hme den
hmm, actually planned to do hw tmr de..but i tink tmr evening lyk tt, gg chinatown with mum they all ba..okae, i dunno la, but juz feel lyk tagging along thou i noe i haf nth to do there, long time since i went there..hmm, mb i shall finish those hw in the noon ba, since i tink my mornin will still be my slping time for tmr..hehe..
ermx..anw, i tink hor, if i am quiet or wad hor, i mean inactive tt time, my mind will be superly active, which means tt i will tink too much agn, okae, it's diff to control, seriously..but sumtimes, i prefer tt way but sumtimes i hate tt, okae, i m contradictin myself agn le..okae, and my mood really can change very fast la..moodswing human beings..lol..o well, got lots in my mind but i dunno how to rite them or how to phrase them ba..nvm, i m the only noe is gd enuf liao but wad if when times happen tt i dun even und myself and dun even noe wad i really wan n wad i m tinkin??okae, tt's another prob..nvm, okae, i tink i m full of probs agn..nvm, i shall brainwash myself..'u are wad u tink u are'..haha..if tt's true and only if it works perfectly on mi..how i wish it's true la...
It isn't what you have, or who you are, or where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about.
xoxo,
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