eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
ermx..had been having negative thoughts for tis few daes..i dunno wad's the prob wif mi la..okae, i tink sooner or ltr i might really be in the next ward beside hk de liao...maybe when i realli cldnt take it..o well..everything juz dun seem right ..fine..no one und anw..
went hme early juz now, okae, nt realli tt early coz aft remedial..sianz...but dun feel lyk findin phebe they all at causeway, dun feel lyk gg to amk wif cheyenne dey all oso..so went hme alone..long time since i did tt..haiz..nvm..tmr oso dunno la, i m juz sicked of everything..lyk wad i told cheyenne..but mb coz i tend to take things for granted ba..but i cant decieve myself tt i dun haf tt feelin..so..let's see wad will happen next ba..
n find out new things tt mb i shldnt haf know ba..but too badd, i noe it..really dunno if it's a gd thing or nt la..sianz..nvm..i had to accept it tt i noe anw, coz i already noe..i cant delete them from my mind..too badd...ahh..but really dun feel lyk knowin la..tsk..haiz..
nvm..lyk wad i sae earlier, bloggin isnt really safe coz ppl noe wad u r riting..even if it's meant to nt be read la..but there's owas a way...okae..fine..at least i dun..fine..dun feel lyk bloggin liao..
The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.
xoxo,
18:57
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