eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
haiz...todae is such a long dae but there is lyk no lesson la coz all dae spend to give out those papers back ba, got all back le except physics but nvm la..it's lyk no pt oso lor since my class onli one person passed haha..n it wun be mi so oso nvm la.told mum all e results le..didnt sae much too...which is gd la..but i noe she expect more la, n again she is surprised tt my amaths is again higher den my maths..i m abnormal la..hahaden aft sch dunno wan to go choir anot too..so mani ppl didnt go lor...most of e sec3 ..haiz..but in e end still go la..hhaha..dunno la..i tink horr, sumtimes realli cant stand myself la..lyk to hear those sadd n slow songs ..but den it juz make me depressed for no reason or juz make mi tink more den becum more upset de lor..haiz...realli is i go n find e depression lyk tt de lor..haiz...
juz read finish wq de blogg den tink tt e ltr part of her newest entry is quite true lor...it's lyk u noe u r obviously tinkin too much le..juz hopin tt it's u but truely inside u , u noe tt it's other person...but den juz tryin hard to pretend tt nth haf happen n act normal..haiz...n it's lyk ming ming noe tt it wun happen den wan to face e reality soon but it juz cant la..esp when everytime u see it again...juz cant gif up...it is juz nt tt easy lor..haiz...aft a few daes of gd mood horr, now seem lyk becum moody n depressed again le ba..shld tis be sae as emotional ..i tink it's realli tink too much la..but i juz cant control it..juz lyk wad wq sae..e earlier u face e reality, e lesser pain u will haf la..i agree on tt..but it juz cant be done...haiz...realli pissed at myself at times...haiz...
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