eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
haha..didnt noe tt e previous entries succeed in e end la, haha, nvm, juz leavin it dere la, haiz..attempt to pon sch todae d ela, but mum dun seem to be okay wif it so still go in e end la, haiz..sianz, e elective geog de students going fieldtrip todae la, haha, n they brought vege n sum free stuffs back la..so funni..hehe...but e vege seem so fresh la..haha...haiz,. realli rot in sch for e entire dae lor, so sianz...haiz..slp for 2 periods...sianz
haiz..anw, sort of cried todae la, it's so dumb la, n tis mornin juz keep havin e urch to scold vulgarities la, n i did..haiz, o ya, sry chey, didnt mean it, coz juz nice u r in front of mi...haiz..
hopin tt tmr wun be tt bored ba, tink tmr will be havin e dialog session wif mr tan ba..haiz...o ya, n tmr haf e wits de presentation la, haiz..sianz...didnt even prepare anything la..haiz..tmr c how 1st la..todae de mood is real badd la...it's juz too badd
haiz..sumtimes realli feel tt i m heart'less' la, i mean de is mi havin no heart at all, cant feel, cant hear e heartbeat de..seem lyk dere's nth inside at all...juz a body..maybe even a corspe...haha..wadever la, i m numb of all..i m tired of all...mentally n physically...emotional-ly too...haiz...
xoxo,
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