eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
haiz..guess everydae wld soon owas be e same le la, i tink when i m alone or wif frienz, my mood will slightly be better le ba, todae thou nth to do aft sch or no much ppl can go out, but juz dun feel lyk going hme lei, haiz..maybe coz of ytd nite de things, den still abit uncomfortable wif it ba..perhaps , i oso dunno, den aft sch went to B.H again coz dun wanna go e flimin thingy in e sch hall de la, juz dun feel lyk watchinn sittin dere for 2 hrs lyk tt juz listenijn ba..sianz..ba, n oso no mood la, juz feel tired of everything, everydae...haiz...everything seem so fast..10 more daes onli, den everything will seem to rushin again, n aft tt, sch again..n lyk 1 more yr at tis time wld be our turn for e os de prelim le lor, haiz....pathetic...sumtimes juz feel tt, is it tt i owas look at e negative sides of thing or wad, but i tot i m nt those kind of pesstimistic kind la...haiz...but now everydae, when i m alone, walkin to sch or e train or going hme, will be tinkin of things n owas onli end up depressin myself even more onli lor...haiz...maybe i m juz sick n tired of everything, i tik i realli needa a v nioce n long break from all tis things in my life aft e exams ba..ok..i shall struggle for lyk 2 more wks..n when everything is over, may juz wish tt everything , every probs will oso soon be over........
xoxo,
19:22
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