eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??
haiz..so fast den 2nd entry of e dae le liao le...now mum slp le, bro at camp den dad haven cum back, mi in front of com listenin to music...n typin tis thing now..haiz...juz now is still so happi n wadever de..but now dunno y suddenly feel so lonely n sadd lei...wad a bigg change in my mood over a short time..it's gettin more serious le la..cant stand myself le..haiz..cant my mind juz stopp tinkin..wat e heck la...arghhh....STOPP la...haiz..maybe is those music ba..dey do affect mi...haiz..too bad, coz i juz lyk to listan to tis sadd n slow ones..haiz..cant blame anyone too..haiz...juz wanna type it out to fa xei it out la..keep tinkin den will becum more depressed lei..haiz..but i dun wanna go slp..thou tmr still need to wake up early...c la..tt's troublesome, slp can help to stop tinkin but juz refuse to..c wad my stupid brain is doin la..irritatin lor..haiz...maybe tmr wake up will be better ba..ltr when i feel lyk slpin den go slp lor..tis kinda of thing realli v rare happen de lor..coz as everyone noe tt i luv slpin e most liao ma...now i m lyk dun wan to lor..haiz...wat e heck la..nth i can do oso......arghh!!!
xoxo,
23:05
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