eXiSt-iN-ReaLitY??

lolz...todae actualli no need 2 go 2 choir prac de but i tot tis mornin feel better ma so i go lor..how wld i noe tt , halfway thru e warm-up, i lyk black out lyk tt lor..vision blurred n den oso cannot hear much things de..scare me lor..den quickly hold eve who is standin beside me de lor...if not i tink i will realli faint dere lor...den go behind dere sit on e chair, funni thing is tt once i sit den e senior guys r lyk go n sit on e floor...lolz...den todae somemore is @ st.gab lor ...den coz i scare ltr faint again, so didnt sing or do anithing todae, juz sit there n c dey rehearse n sing lor...quite sianz la..den juz now once cum hme den go sleep le...phebe didnt cum todae coz she sae her dad drive her to sch den halfway drive her back 2 c doctor...coz she oso sick ma..haiz..if i noe tt, den i tik i will listen 2 e doctor , not 2 go todae lor...mum sae maybe e med too strong le den stand too long, body cannot take it so den will faint de ba..dunno la..but realli i shld not go lor...is lyk c i sooo gd to choir nehz..mc still go..hahaxz....lolx...

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